Really starting to slack on NaNoWriMo, and it shows. Trying to regenerate interest in this story that I’m writing, and just can’t do it for some reason. Plus, I have ‘acquired’ cold from someone and am feeling like crap, and work sucks, and finals are coming up, and mom is deserting me to go judge while I’m stuck at home with dad, Braxton, his girlfriend of the moment, and their daughter…all of whom I really have no desire to spend Thanksgiving with…

Just really feeling the mid-month blues. And it sucks too, because if I don’t get my ass in gear and finish this out, I know I’ll be disappointed in myself, and have to answer questions and ‘the look’ from both mom and dad. It just sucks.

Maybe I should switch to one of my fanfictions now, and see if I can finish out the month with one of those. Either Harry Potter or Merlin; I’m pretty much done with SUITS since the fandom has been taken over by the Harvey/Mike fans who can’t bear to see/hear/read anything else. Same thing for the Merlin fandom, but I can pretty much ignore them and just use the community for downloading episodes. Petty revenge, but good lord, I can see why fandoms die so quickly. It’s not the obsessive ‘shippers of canon relationships, it’s the crazy ass fanatical fan girls of the bromance/slash relationships.

Okay yeah. I’ve decided I’m going to go back and work on my Merlin story, and build up a good Arthur/Gwen and Merlin/Morgana relationship based both on the legends and off of the television show. Either way, it adds to my word count.

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